01 Feb In The Middle of It All
As I was revising for my exam for last week (which I wasn’t able to attend to coz of the heavy snow), as usual listening to my “quiet time” playlist, I was slightly worried coz all I can think of is how I’d be able to answer most of the questions that will qualify my mark to a mark of 2.1. If not, at least answer most of it to make me pass. I usually do loads of silent prayers when I’m alone. So when I was listening to the song Not for a Moment (which I’ve listened to a thousand time in repeat), I believe God put something in my heart. If I fail this exam, God will not forsake nor will be disappointed with me coz, after all, He’s been and always been good and constant. But then if I do my best no matter what the outcome may be, I know God will do the rest. Coz then again, after all, He’s God and He’s sovereign – He cares for what I care about and know far more than what’s best for me. And above all, I trust that He will because He’s my dad, he’s my friend and… He is the King! With all the effort to revise for my exam, at the end, all I did is pray and trust that God will bring all these to pass and make me successful. I don’t know how but… I usually ask God to help me get through this kind of difficulties in my life… But I realise I’d rather be in this situation WITH Him and be able to get through it WITH HIM. Why? Coz in His presence, I find strength, comfort and joy in the midst of it – and pouring blessing that is beyond my expectations.
Keep your lives free from the love of money and be content with what you have, because God has said, “Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you.”
2 Corinthians 12:10
I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.